Cycle of Love

There is before;
With lonely hearts connecting,
Learning to soar.

There is during;
Two beings intertwined
filled with hope and yearning

There is after;
broken pieces of lives
scattered with bitter laughter

We had our before
It was grand
We had our during
It was passionate
We have out after

Or I do anyway

There is only so
Much I can take
You become your own bitter foe

The cycle of love goes on
The climbing and falling
The here and the gone

I'm in the after
Where are you?

Lost Boy

is how I feel a lot right now. Maybe i just have abandonment or loneliness issues. Is it normal to feel like all your friends are ignoring you? Maybe it's just me. It's a bad funk. Maybe i just need to get away from home, move somewhere else.